Ok so I am not kidding. It really is. There are so many things to worry about and take care of and then you go and add hormones. Yes that is right. For some reason I have been feeling extra emotional lately. Not only am I super emotional it can changed in 2.5 seconds. I can go from being insanely happy to sobbing in the amount of time it takes to look at me wrong.
It seems that everyone has this new found joy in their life except me. A new boyfriend, a new baby etc. I noticed that I was getting upset for no reason when I was reading others blogs and I discovered that I hate them. I know that is totally not fair of me and I apologize but its true. They are either too cute or have adorable children, and a wonderful husband. I especially hate it when I find out they are my same age and they have these amazing talents and living the life I want.
Many people at work are bugging me. Just leave me alone! Do your job and let me do mine.
Another things. BOYS. What is wrong with them. Or rather what is wrong with me. Why can't I be that girl that just doesn't care? No matter how hard I try I just can't seem to do it. That is why my sabbatical was so good for me I didn't care because I was on a sabbatical. But now my sabbatical is over and nothing has changed. I am mad at myself, because I didn't change at all and that was wasted time. I am sick of wondering if so and so likes me and obsessing over every little thing they do. I am sick of caring, but for some reason I can't stop.
I hate being a girl! Does anyone else ever feel like this?