Fun in the sun

I just thought I would let you all know how great this trip to Florida has been. I has been the most relaxed vacation ever. I will post some pics and tell more about it when I get home. I really dont ever want to go home. only 1 more day here, sad day.

Orlando or bust

So I have been looking forward to this for about a month and a half or so. Tomorrow I am going to get on a plane and get out of this rainy miserable place. Hopefully it will be exchanged for sun! I hope you all enjoy your memorial day weekend.

See ya when I get back!

Tagged

I have been tagged for the first time (I think) by Erin.
I guess you are suppose to fill in the answers with your own stuff. Then dont forget to Tag 4 others. Its like a grown up chain letter for the blogging world.

A)Four places I go over and over:

• Work
• My moms
• Wal-Mart (its a love/hate relationship)
• The deli at Thanksgiving point I seriously go about 1 a week or so.
  

B)Four people who email me the most:

• Terralee
• Diane
• Facebook (The little notifications)
• Seriously I cant think of anyone this is a little sad
  

C)Four of my favorite foods:

• Pork Salad from Cafe Rio (except now I get the tostada, not as much money, perfect amount of food)
• So I love Steak. I dont eat it very often but I love it.
  
• Desserts of any kind except I really don't like to eat cake, but I like to make them. Does that count?
• The shrimp salad from Bajio oh yum!
  

D)Four Places in which I would rather be right now:

• Home packing for Orlando
• On a shopping spree
• In Europe
  
• Laying on a beach
  

E)Four movies I would watch over and over:

• Pride and Prejudice (any version)
  
• Top Gun
• Dirty Dancing
• Wedding Date
  

F)Four people I'm tagging:

• Amanda
• Jenna
• Sarah
• Elizabeth

Lets see who really does it. :)

Desperate cry

*clairfication- I wrote this post after I changed the picture so I am still needing help.

In case you haven't noticed I change my blog around probably every 2 weeks. I am having blog troubles and I need a face lift. I am just not satisfied with what I have come up with. Please someone help me!!! I am open to any and all suggestions.

Weekend fun

Friday-
Take a half day and go get nails done. Check
Dinner with friends at California Pizza Kitchen. Check
Dye hair Navajo Bronze. Check

Saturday-
Go shopping with mom find some cute capri's. Check
Text Josh to see what time our date is. Check
Weed flower beds. Check
After 4 hours still wait for Josh to text me back. Check
Make cookies for neighbors. Check
Go to Wal-Mart (Satan's Store) Check
Get text from Josh finally saying he will be two more hours. He wants to just go to a movie instead of dinner as well. Check
Tell Josh that this isn't working for me anymore. Check
Order pizza and go to moms to eat. Check

Sunday-
Roommates make me breakfast. Check
Go to church. Check
Get a mean text from Josh. Check
Send a mean text back. Check
Make dinner for roommates and some of our friends. Check
Watch season finale of Desperate Housewives. Check
Finally talk to Josh on the phone and try to explain things. Check
(by the way that didnt really get anything solved)
Start feeling sick to stomach. Check

Monday-
Feel like I am going to die. Check
Slept all day. Check

Tuesday (today)-
Come to work. Check
Fall in love with Maroon 5 all over again. Check

Despite all that has happened I am in a great mood. Go figure!

Here is a song that I really have liked today. It kinda sums up the way I have been feeling. I could not find the music video I don't know if they have made one yet.

The way it goes

So for as long as I can remember I have been praying for something. Then finally I get it, and it turns out that its not really what I want. Its like I can't be happy with what I have been given. I keep thinking well what if this or what if that. I keep wondering if I am settling because there are things that I want to be different.

For the last few weeks I have been having this internal conflict. Going back and forth with what to do. If it was truly what the Lord wanted wouldn't I feel complete happiness? I feel like I have been on an emotional roller coaster. I can go from high on life, to the depths of misery in .5 seconds. The littlest things can change my mood. I am not usually like that. I am a pretty easy going, roll with punches type of gal.

For all of you who have had to put up with this I am sorry. I promise it will get better one day, I just can't promise that day will be soon. I have a feeling that this is a decision that will take some time to make. I have to KNOW I am doing the best and right thing for me. (Hey you were warned I told you I analyzed everything) Thanks for your patience, I appreciate all the love and support.

What I do

an·a·lyze: to examine carefully and in detail so as to identify causes, key factors, possible results, etc.

If there was an award for analyzing, or over-analyzing, I would win it. Help this has to be hazardous to my health.

Feliz Cumpleaños LRRMRF

Dear Reagan,

I hope you have the happiest birthday in all the land. In the short time I have known you, you have made the cross over from co-worker to friend. This is no small task and is one that many do not make. You are always willing to listen to the dramatic happenings in my life and give much needed and wise advice. My life has been greatly enriched by knowing you. You are beautiful both inside and out. You are the best lunch buddy a girl could ask for.

I hope your every wish comes true, you deserve it.

Much love,
Steph

Kirk I do believe it is:
KTN-5 points SAP-1,000 points
(I did give her the best chicken enchilada recipe ever)

For my fans...

Ok so really I don't have fans but this is for you Reagan!

Warning when I cook I don't always use measurements.
Chicken Enchiladas (super easy)
4-5 chicken breasts1 large can cream of chicken soup
1 large container of sour cream
Mozzarella cheese
Tortillas
Small can diced green chili's (optional)

Boil chicken breasts and shred. In a large mixing bowl mix soup and sour cream (if your feeling adventurous and going to use the green chili's add them to this mixture). Take some of soup mixture and put in the bottom of a Pyrex pan, cake pan whatever you have. Then in one tortilla put as much shredded chicken as your heart desires along with cheese, as much as you would like again. Roll up like a burrito and put in pan, repeat until you run out of space or ingredients. Cover enchiladas with soup mixture and then top with mozzarella cheese. Cook on 350 for about 30 min, until warmed through and cheese is bubbly and brown. Serve warm.

Its really good if served with a green salad or rice and beans.

ENJOY!

Cinco de Mayo...OLE'

Cinco de Mayo is a holiday that celebrates Mexico defeating the French in the battle of Puebla on May 5, 1862. Now one would expect this to be celebrated primarily in Mexico. But those who believe that are wrong, wrong wrong. The fact of the matter is this is celebrated more in the United States than in Mexico, in Mexico it is really only celebrated in the state of Puebla.

Every year my work has an unofficial contest. Cinco de Mustache. The men in the office grow out their facial hair for probably 2-3 weeks. Then they skillfully shave it into the grossest mustache they can think of. I can't even describe it other than yuck! I will try to get some pics today and post them later.

I am not excluded in the celebrating. Last night I fixed chicken enchiladas, rice, and beans for dinner to help kick off the festivities. Along with this beauty

That is a chocolate fudge cake with a raspberry cream cheese filling and, frosted with a chocolate frosting and a raspberry topping. It was delicious! I am sure you could get a marriage proposal by serving this cake. :)

I hope everyone has a Feliz dia de Cinco de Mayo!!!